[ to-do list ]

[comesfrompain]

1) Put Rogers' head on a spike
2) Take over Hell
3) Unbreak Bucky's dick
4) Buy milk

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[comesfrompain]

[There it was again. That trigger reflex HYDRA had on him, stopping Bucky from even mentioning the word. He hadn't even prefaced it with I. Rumlow tried not to frown, knowing it would only discourage Bucky, despite the intention being towards HYDRA rather than him. He shifted over to kiss him again, running his hands through Bucky's hair.]

Hey. Doesn't gotta make sense. I don't dwell on my past, and neither should you. Whatever happened then's got no bearing on how I feel about you now.

[Rumlow didn't need Bucky to hold himself to some unknown standard or whatever it was he was trying for. What was there now was more important than anything else.]

[disassembling]

[He leaned into the kiss, needing the assurance that he wasn't disappointing Rumlow again. Whatever he had had with Natalia had long lasting and trouble effects on him even now, but the fact that he had such limitations were highly bothersome when he knew Rumlow needed to hear it.

Action might speak louder than words, but the exchange of those words was important. It reminded him how broken he was, how he might never be whole.]

You deserve to feel this strongly for someone after so long not. Everyone should experience it.

[They were still a right mess of come, sweat and blood, but he shifted to lay over Rumlow anyway. He tangled his fingers in his lover's hair and kissed all over Rumlow's face and then neck, sucking a hickey in just behind one of his lover's ears and blanketing them both with his wings.]

I'll be whatever you need.

[comesfrompain]

[Tilting his head back as Bucky's mouth found a place at his neck, he sighed in contentment, reveling in the affection. Such a foreign thing long ago, he now indulged nigh excessively in their obvious love. Even if Bucky couldn't say it, Rumlow knew.]

Be this. Be here.

[Rumlow replied, arms wrapping around Bucky as he settled his weight atop him. His tail had disengaged from Bucky's arm long ago and now slithered around his thigh to complete the embrace.]

That's all I need.

[disassembling]

I will.

[This was what he needed, what they both needed it seemed. He settled into the embrace, offering it back and basking in the unadulterated care that they had for each other. If this what eternal punishment, he would serve to have this for the rest of his known days.

He closed his eyes and rested his cheek against Rumlow's, humming a low sound. Content, happy even, he cuddled down and was set to stay for the time being.]

I'm still going to fuck your brains out the rest of the night regardless. [And so he would... after they finished cuddling.]