[He knew that he had been sent on kill missions for a long time. He couldn't remember any but the most recent. Steve had indicated that he had also killed many many years ago during a Great War, which put him at over seventy years of on-and-off again service. What Steve said felt true, which meant that he had had time to dream at times back in whatever trench he had rested in. As the Fist of HYDRA, he doubted he was awake enough to consider his actions. Was that why now there was so much blood? It was all coming back to him little-by-little in confusing and often jarring images and sensations.]
So I should simply accept it all as my brain processing information that should have been wiped from me. What happens if I become an ineffective weapon because of it?
[He lifted his head from where it rested under Rumlow's chin and peered at his commander.]
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Date: 2016-07-11 02:55 pm (UTC)So I should simply accept it all as my brain processing information that should have been wiped from me. What happens if I become an ineffective weapon because of it?
[He lifted his head from where it rested under Rumlow's chin and peered at his commander.]
You had nightmares as a child? Of what?