[Despite all her bravado, the ring on her finger, and the fact that her 'husband' is incredibly attractive, Kenzi still hasn't had sex with him.
What? It's not like she hasn't THOUGHT about it! She thinks about it like, all the time. Overthinks. Gets nervous. Rumlow picks up on it. They just end up going to sleep, unsatisfied and she ends up feeling like a total failure as a person.
It's a combination of things that keeps her on edge. The fact that she can't remember the actual first time that they fucked-- or... any time, for that matter. The fact that he's so much older than her and obviously more worldly and she... is not. She's had like... three entire boyfriends. One of them didn't even really count! One of them cheated on her and she caught him in the act, which she remembers now and it's throwing her off even more. There's also the fact that this marriage isn't really a marriage. Their relationship, whatever that might be, is temporary and what if she can't give him what he wants? He won't stick around.
She wants him to stick around.
Kenzi has a crush on her own husband and is too nervous to take advantage of it. How lame is that?
She also hasn't even seen what he's working with, yet. She's felt it. Pressed up against him while making out, sleeping in the same bed, she knows it's there. She wants to see it!
...Which is why she's being quiet as a mouse, moving across their bedroom floor to sneak up to the en suite master bath and press herself up close to the door frame. Honestly, she could just walk in there. She could pretend to be brushing her teeth or something, but it's easier to get a good look from this vantage point. The creeper vantage point. Just gotta wait until Rumlow turns around... ]
ACTION; Backdated like woah (March 13th ish?)
What? It's not like she hasn't THOUGHT about it! She thinks about it like, all the time. Overthinks. Gets nervous. Rumlow picks up on it. They just end up going to sleep, unsatisfied and she ends up feeling like a total failure as a person.
It's a combination of things that keeps her on edge. The fact that she can't remember the actual first time that they fucked-- or... any time, for that matter. The fact that he's so much older than her and obviously more worldly and she... is not. She's had like... three entire boyfriends. One of them didn't even really count! One of them cheated on her and she caught him in the act, which she remembers now and it's throwing her off even more. There's also the fact that this marriage isn't really a marriage. Their relationship, whatever that might be, is temporary and what if she can't give him what he wants? He won't stick around.
She wants him to stick around.
Kenzi has a crush on her own husband and is too nervous to take advantage of it. How lame is that?
She also hasn't even seen what he's working with, yet. She's felt it. Pressed up against him while making out, sleeping in the same bed, she knows it's there. She wants to see it!
...Which is why she's being quiet as a mouse, moving across their bedroom floor to sneak up to the en suite master bath and press herself up close to the door frame. Honestly, she could just walk in there. She could pretend to be brushing her teeth or something, but it's easier to get a good look from this vantage point. The creeper vantage point. Just gotta wait until Rumlow turns around... ]